Some months I get irritable...
Some months I get sensitive...
This month? This month is a crying month....
I recently went for a big operation on my knee and am now in a brace and using a crutch. I have never felt so useless and I can hardly walk. I am completely reliant on this huge brace.
And all for what?
To play netball again. To go running again.
However the damage to my knee over the past 2 years has been quite extensive, and I am never allowed to play netball again. Or do road running.... or any of the other sports or activities I used to do. And this makes me feel like I wasted my time and should have just gone without surgery. I was coping fine without it. And now I am constantly in pain, walking uncomfortably and doing physio for the next 9 months.
So yes, this month, is a crying month...
The most beautiful sport in the world:
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